i'm soon to be off...

on a surprise mini holiday with miss h. she's taking me to Brighton this weekend (okay so it's not much of a surprise but you get the gist) I can't wait as I really need to get out of the city and just unwind for a bit. Dang I forgot my camera!

Just got back from having lunch in the pub down the road with Madame jo jo. She's looking well all suited and booted in her new shoreditch hair style! God I really can't stand the smell of smoke anymore... I sit here at my desk and the fumes are just trapped in every fibre of my clothing!

Sean informs me that he's got a lead on my black monochrome allstars in Ottawa... how exciting is that? oh, very very!

I've been to the gym 3 times this week in the morning

what a change... going early really gives me a new spark into being there...and I consequently always end up at work on time :) The only downfall to this is the horrible catty women that are there in the morning.... they are all so prissy and spend so much time in front of the mirrors pruning and prissing... I skipped the drying hair thing this morning to avoid them all... I've never seen so many creams, hair products and instruments, makeup and accessories in my life...

it was snowing this morning! goodness what is the world coming to? Just last week It was 18 degrees and warm...

Lisa sent me the cutest pictures of her baby today, she's getting so big so quickly!

well the sun is out now and the mountain of work that's due for tomorrow is still just that... a mountain.

I on the other hand am wanting to be a river.

one year ago...

to this day my daddy passed away... now I say daddy like a child so does my sister... He was almost always daddy but sometimes dad or father if we were really cross with him. It was quick and imprevue... It still hurts so much sometimes... Solace if found in finding light in life... this morning in my body pump class I gazed out the widow into the beautiful blue sky, and thought... man... if he's out there somewhere I hope he's having a good time.

I'm trying very hard not to cry while I write this... my co-workers already think me mad... but I know I have to jot this down in an effort to bring some sort of catharsis to this part of my life.

Anyone with a dad still here... give them a big hug or a call today... for me, please?